Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her scientific research and years of training to the historic significance of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She noted that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The team of pioneers also featured accomplished professionals from different industries.
The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.